Friday, January 30, 2009

Pernah tak korang rasa camni?

Aku nak tanya korang, pernah tak korang jumpa dengan org yg suka mengata org lain jelesla, dengkila, tapi dia tak sedar yg dia sendiri telah melakukan perkara2 yg dikatakannya tue terhadap org lain selain dr org lain yg disebutkan tadi? Hik hik...

Mcm nie, org nie, selalu ckp dan tunjuk yg dia nie hebat, bagus, apa saja pemilihan dia tepat & perfect... (konon-kononnya)..Mcm dia jeles (boleh ke guna statement mcm dia jeles nie) dengan kehidupan aku.. dia hanya bagi hint2 yg kdg2 buat aku rasa nyampah n meluat dengan statement dia... tapi aku tak ckp apa.. Aku diam. Aku malas nak membalas dengan org yg tak setaraf dengan aku.. (wah, ada taraf ke?? bukan semua manusia sama ker?) Atau aku tak balas sbb aku tahu dia tak boleh challenge aku... kiranya mcm buang masa aku jer kalau nak layan dia lebih2. Sbb tue sampai sekarang aku DIAM and aku tak pernah reply apa saja statement yg boleh menyakitkan hati dia.

Dr aku kawin, till life marriage aku dan juga sampai aku dh pregnant skrg nie, setiap apa yg dia ckp pd aku, pasti mengundang sindiran.. (mcm tak puas hati la dengan aku). Dia selalu compared herself yg konon2 perfect tue dengan aku.. kiranya dia semua perfect la.. (tapi aku tgk, tak pun) Dan sindiran2 tersebut, ada beberapa readers yg perasan... Tapi aku tetap buat tak tahu. Sekarang nie, aku nak tanya. Manusia ini tergolong dalam golongan yg mana?

a) Mmg dia jeles dengan aku
b) Mmg perangai dia mcm tue dan dah tak boleh nak buat apa dah
c) Atau aku yg cpt terasa (tapi klu aku terasa, takkan org lain boleh perasan)



Dia siap bagi statement at her own blog pd 1 of the reader yg perasan kelakuan dia tue mcm nie "Maybe dia tak dididik untuk tidak menyakitkan hati org lain". Bcoz the reader comment something on her at my blog nie... Once the reader tue commented on her, then dia delete comment yg dia sendiri taip tue! Why? If u tak salah bt pa nak delete? Bukankah ko sendiri akui yg penulisan ko itu adalah penulisan kreatif?

For me, Hello? The words MAYBE DIA TAK DIDIDIK tue referring to whom? The parents of the reader yg comment dia itukah? Mmg dia tak ckp or refer pd parents.. but usually if perkataan TIDAK TERDIDIK itu ditujukan pd seseorang, dah sah2 lah ko salahkan mak bapak dia kan? Kalau refer pd PARENTS, I think u're the one who did not 'TERDIDIK' by ur parents... Don't judge other people dengan kesalahan org lain... Lagi2 bila involved kan parents org lain.. I hate this so much!!! U're the one who start this by writing all the things at ur blog! Maybe before nie, aku layankan jer and anggap u as a virtual fren but, ur wordings at ur blog tue, mmg tak boleh tahan la!

For me, before nie, aku takde masalah pun dengan sesape.. but when u start this, AKU TERASA!

Perlukah aku buat 1 entry utk korang judge ada unsur kedengkian atau tidak dlm setiap comment dia kat blog aku nih?!

Oh! 1 lagi... kalau ko tak terasa apa2 dengan aku, kenapa remove my blog link yg ko link kan b4 nie.. apakah maksud?

Tapi aku rasa, aku malas nak layan dengan org yg berlagak semua dia tahu... tapi baca gak blog aku... Haiiishhhhh....

p/s - Oh! Aku takkan menulis lagi pasal dia walau apa pun yg dia comment nnt!

Thursday, January 29, 2009

I'm in my 2nd trimester

Sorry peeps. Cannot lari from the topic of pregnancy lately nie... hihihi...


Well, after long cuti2 raya... here I am... in my 2nd trimester of pregnancy!


I was in Melaka during cuti2 tue.. balik kampung husband as my sis in law bertunang... so, I'm the one who made the hantaran and so on and will update later about cuti2 Malaysia nie...


Well, well, well! Yesterday, I pegi check up.. baby is fine, mommy is fine.. the Dr. said I will feel the movement of the baby during 18 weeks of pregnancy... so, I tak sabar nak rasa...excited! Nak rasa anak mommy gerak2 dlm perot... haisshh... Hihihi...


After came back from Melaka, semalam I cuti lagi... but, surprisingly, semalam saya masak! Yeay! Even it's just spaghetti bolognaise, tapi bawang2 are involved and i feel ok! Yeay! Saya masak, saya masak (tue pun sbb my mother in-law takde umah).

Mmm, to those yg bagi comment tue kan, thanks ya for concern about me.. really appreciate it! Those yg baru2 pregnant nie, mmm, sabar jela.. nak tak nak u will feel the difference..bcoz ur body change... the hormone change... so, mesti akan rasa lain n tak sedap badan.. lain org, lain effect dia... kiranya I nie taklah teruk sgt... ada org yg lagi teruk dr I... but, at least I rasa syukur sgt... the time I pregnant nie, dtg tak terlalu cpt and tak terlalu lambat... coz ada org yg tunggu utk pregnant bertahun2 lamanya... dan ada org plak, terus instant belum apa2 dah ada... kira tahap I nie okla..still dpt honeymoon and feel duduk berduaan as husband n wife for 3 months before kedatangan org baru yg akan melengkapkan kehidupan as a husband n wife....

So far, I rasa dah ok sket..semalam I pegi check up, darah ok, gula ok, cuma berat i hanya naik 300gram from last month..ikutkan I nie muntah2 sbb I demam aritu n sebulan jer I rasa tak sedap badan... before that, mmg takde langsung...Hihihi...

I rasa happy skrg... but me n husband still tak buat apa2 preparation utk beli brg for the baby..I think tggu next month la... baru I nak tgk n survey2..but skrg kan I ada tgk Silver Cross stroller tue... cantik sgt.. but I think this is not important sgt at the momment.... nnt dekat2 nak keluar baru beli.... kan?

So, till now.

Daaaa.......

Thursday, January 22, 2009

My 2nd trimester.. oh 2nd trimester!

Hi peeps,

Yeah...malas... I was really malas to update anything...

But, today I think I need to tell u this... I will be in my 2nd trimester just around the corner.. this Sunday.. meaning that I'm in 14 weeks of pregnancy..yesss... so I really hope that my 2nd trimester would make me more energetic and no morning sickness or whatever, mual2 and everything... I felt like I'm in the new world during my 1st trimester... the complicated world dan menjauhkan diri saya dari dunia yg sebenarnya! It's just not me... rasa malas in everything even to shop! Apatah lagi untuk ber'make-up'2an, memakai baju yg cantik2... selekeh, pemalas, sensitif, tido, rehat are perfectly things to describe me during the 1st trimester! Memasak adalah jauh sekali... bau tumisan bawang sahaja sudah cukup membuatkan rasa mual yg teruk! Oh, bau husband yg slalu diidam2kan itu, menjadi sesuatu yg perlu utk dikatakan 'no-no'. Rasa dah lama tak peluk suami sendiri... It's not me! I just can't.... Oh! poor husband!

I've been dialog with husband yesterday..

Husband : Bila awak rasa awak boleh masak... rindula nak rasa awak masak...

Me : Masak? Belum boleh...

Husband : Saje ek... ? Takkan tak boleh masak lagi...

Me : Yess.... tak boleh, tak boleh, tak boleh...
(I just feel tak boleh utk masak! yer betul! I rasa malas, dan mmg tak boleh bau tumisan bawang tue... I cooked what..cth; masak magie, goreng telur or make my scrambled egg -hihihi... no tumisan bawang involved, rite? yes, itu boleh!)

Husband : Ok xpe.. nnt dah boleh masak, masak ok... tapi jgn sengaja tak mahu masak...

Me : Hello.... org bukan tak nak masak ok... and bukan sengaja tak mahu masak... juga bukan malas untuk masak... but, tak boleh, tak boleh...

Husband : Silent

Me : ;(

Att : Note to Mr. Husband

To Mr. Husband,

Org rasa it's just not myself during this pregnancy... yes, u always said 'nak mcm dulu2'... yes! I missed the momment too... That time (the time before I'm getting pregnant) mmg org bertenaga... ajak lah buat apa saja. mesti tak pernah kata tidak... pegi makan2, jalan2, extreme aktiviti sana sini, main2, and anything la... mesti boleh... but now, mmmm, org rasa malas la... even nak hang out and lepak2 for coffee also, org rasa malas... apatah lagi tgk wayang... dah 2 bulan sudah tidak menonton... everythings yg org selalu dan suka buat dulu, adalah menjadi 'NO-NO' utk tempoh 2 bulan kebelakangan ini... see.....? benda yg diri sendiri suka buat pun, dah tak boleh buat, apatah lagi benda yg lain kan... nak pergi sana malas, sini malas... yes... that's why I'm saying that this is the new world yg menjauhkan diri org dari dunia realiti... mcm kena kurung dlm belon transparent... boleh nampak everything kat luar sana... but tak boleh nak pergi...u know what I mean... ?

Darling husband, tunggu ek... nnt dah masuk 2nd trimester, I hope everythings sume ok dah... so, u tak payah nangis sorang2 dlm bilik air (jokes nie husband slalu ckp bila I tak nak ckp dengan dia, atau dia rasa diabaikan)..siap rasa nak main netball or even paintball dgn our frens tue..tp boleh ker? nnt kena tembak kat perot...oh! bahaya la...takpe.. I just watch u la main paintball tue... and lagi... I can cook! Weeehaaa.... masak apa saja yg u rasa nak makan... and jgn complaint wokeh... and takde lagi sms2 yg asyik ckp hari nie rasa tak larat, hari ni sakit itu, sakit ini... ajak pegi mana, jom! kira sume boleh la.. and satu lagi, harap2 I can smell u again! Even present Mont Blanc parfum yg I just bought for ur birthday present pun masih belum I bau lagi dekat leher u tue..ekekeke.... nnt ek....so, sabar tau... tunggu... my 2nd trimester just around the corner and i hope I will get back to normal!!!!

Love,
Wifey

So peeps, pray for me... semoga I masuk ke 2nd trimester nie dan menjadi normal mcm org lain.. Oh! I bukan mengada-ngada atau saje nak buat2 malas atau apa sajalah yg korang nak describe, but it's really happen to me! Nnt korang rasalah.....

Bye!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

I'm back!

I'm back! I'm back!

Hihihi... but, I'm not feeling well.... saya demam teruk dan sakit yang teruk till I dun have mood to update!

My vacation? Oh! I need to tell u this... but later ya!

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Holiday

Going to Langkawi Monday till Wednesday.

Bye peeps,
Amie

Saturday, January 10, 2009

New Poll ~STICKY MODE~

I've create a new poll. It is for you to guess either I will have a boy or a girl. hehehe... Another one and a half month, insyaallah, I will know the gender of my baby.. so, just want to have fun either the result will truly happen or vice versa.

So, let's answer the poll ya!

Thanks

p/s - Oh Hanie.. nak clue ker?

Clues

1- My morning sickness hanya biasa2 saja.. kadang2 ada, kadang2 takde.
2- I tak cravings certain2 things.. I cuma suka makan n makan.. but all my fav food dulu, dah tak jadi my fav dah...
3- I tak suka bau my husband sgt... it's not he is smelly.. but, kalau bau je, mesti rasa mual.
4- Then, I rasa sangat selekeh during this pregnancy... my sis always tegur and she said, "Asal ko selekeh sangat Kak".


Lagi apa ek? I tak boleh pikir lagi... apa lagi u all nak tahu for the clues?

Thursday, January 8, 2009

My Zang Toi

One of my Zang Toi office wear could not fit me any longer... Ketat dekat tuuuttt...

Eeee... I wore for 2 times only! Nak gi alter kat Zang Toi.. (tu pun kalau boleh)

Siigghhh

Benccciikkk!

Or, buat garage sale mcm org lain slalu buat kan? Ciisss...

Skrg nie, pegi ofis, baju kurung, baju kurung, baju kurung... errghhh... bosan! Tu pun zip kain dah tak muat. Saya semakin membesar la! (bukan baby ker?)

Hik hik

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Baby's Gender *Updated*

I've google Chinese Baby Gender and I found this!

Saja suka2 and I'm so eager to know my baby's gender!

Most of you readers, vote that I'll have a baby boy! Errgghhh... plus clues yg semuanya ke arah baby boy! The Chinese Lunar Calendar was discovered by Chinese Scientist... but, it's just a prediction... yg Maha Mengetahui, only Allah S.W.T.

Ok, here's to find your baby gender... Ingat ye... this is only a PREDICTION... jgn percaya sgt wokeh!

To find the gender prediction, find the mother's age at conception (across the top of the table) and then the month in which conception occurred. Follow the column and row to the intersecting point. The symbol B and G will tells you what the prediction is. G for GIRL and B for BOY








For example;

My age at conception is 26 and the month which the conception occured is on November! So, I'll be having a girl!

(Camna boleh silap tgk..silly me!)

Ha!!! Seeeee! Hihihi.... What's yours?

p/s - I'm hoping for girl.. if betul2 dpt girl.. me? Happyyyyyyy! Tapi boy also can...hik hik.. Will see!

Source : TheLaborOfLove.com

Monday, January 5, 2009

R.I.N.D.U

Pernah tak kalian rasa rindu pada hari2 yg tak sunyi spt hari ni?

Maksud aku, suasana sibuk itu ini, tapi tiba2 rasa rindu.

Pada masa skrg, dlm keadaan skrg, aku RINDU dengan org2 yg pernah hadir dlm hidup aku. Tapi mereka semua telah tiada. Walaupun pada masa mereka hidup, mereka bukanlah org yg selalu aku rindukan.

Bangun pagi tadi, aku rindu mak aku. Malam tadi aku tak sihat. Aku muntah2 teruk dan sakit perut. Kalau dulu, bila malam2 aku sakit, aku bangun, aku terus menuju ke bilik mak aku dan ketuk pintu sampai dia keluar.

Aku akan ckp aku sakit perut dan dia akan bagi minyak angin ke dan sapu kat perut aku.

Tapi sekarang, takde lagi.

Thursday, January 1, 2009