I still didn't have any courage to continue the full story of Damia Aisyah. I'm still waiting if ada 1 masa datanglah kekuatan utk terus menulis. But, I can't! I tried to avoid crying in front of Qaira. Dia tak tahu apa-apa. I still remember, saat-saat terakhir I dapat peluk and jumpa Damia... the last 20 mins with her... before they pulled off the machine... Qaira dapat masuk at NICU to say goodbye to her sister... Tapi masa tue, once dia nampak I dukung Damia, she smiled... sampai ke telinga dia senyum... My husband tengah dukung Qaira masa tue... I asked her to kiss Damia... but she refused... malu agaknya... but she keep smiling... and point at her sister sambil cakap, "Mama....adik...".
I tahu dia tahu itu adik dia. Bila jenazah adik dia dah bawa balik rumah, my husband said she was really happy... Dia dengan cousin dia main-main dalam rumah tu.. bila her cousin bising, Qaira suruh cousin dia diam.. sambil letak tangan dia kat mulut and said, " Shutttt... adik tido!". I cried when my husband said this...
Well, I need time... tunggu masa utk kekuatan itu datang!