Today, she hit 3 weeks old! Monday, July 27, 2009

Yup, my little Qaira Jasmine is 3 weeks old today!

And 3 weeks jugakla masih dalam pantang lagi... and i just lost 8 kg..Arghhhh...

I wish I could lost 20kg.. Any tips mommies out there? Huhuhu...

Dear My Little Qaira Jasmine,

U always make my day... Mama love u so much!

And to My Beloved Husband,

We're still in sleepless land just because of Qaira Jasmine!

Hahahaha... Sabar ok!

My Lil Qaira Jasmine Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Qaira dah almost 2 1/2 weeks dah.. hihihi.. sekejap jer masa berlalu...

Siang dia tido mcm baby... (of course la mmg dia baby lagi...).. Mata mcm kena gam klu tido siang...

Malam, mata dia mula terbuka luas dan takmo tido... so, skrg nie I tgh practice dia berjaga siang and tido malam.. so far ok sket...

Malam dia hanya bangun bila tak comfortable dgn diaper dia n nak susu... Huhuhu

Tgk, malam jer mcm nie la dia.. Oh ya! Qaira Jasmine tak boleh hisap2 jari ok... Not good 4 u!

Nanti bila Mama dah keja balik, mesti rindu Qaira.. kadang2 I wish boleh masukkan Qaira balik dlm perut... so that bila nak pegi mana2, senang sket.. hahaha... Pastu bila balik umah, kuarkan balik..hihihi...

Bosannya dok umah!!! Monday, July 20, 2009

Uwaaaa... bosannya duduk rumah tak tgk dunia luar.. hahaha..

Sume sbb kena tggu confinement period nie habis...

Tapikan semalam, I sempat gi The Curve to enjoy Mothercare's sale.. tapi jalan slow2 jer takut bentan...hahahha...

Gi Mothercare jer..pastu terus balik.. boleh? During my 3rd week of confinement... Hihihi..

Calling All Mommies! Help me... Wednesday, July 15, 2009

It's already 10days since Qaira was born.. and 10days jugaklah I NEVER BREASTFEED HER...

Mcm nie citernya...

Mula2 Qaira lahir hari tue, my milk still takde lagi.. but, I dah stimulate dia dengan breastfeed jer dia even takde susu lagi.. but the whole day dekat hospital tue, susu mmg takde, so nak tak nak terpaksalah I bagi Formula milk to overcome her hunger.. karang tak minum apa2 sian plak dia.. mcm tue jugak on 2nd day..

Masuk 3rd day, I dah boleh produce susu.. Yeay! But, bila my boobs dah bengkak, tiba2 nipple terus tenggelam.. actually my nipples pun agak pendek and I try banyak cara antaranya guna shrink untuk tarik nipples keluar.. (soorry ya.. I need to explain this untuk dapatkan info dr u all)

So, bila nipples dah ok, skrg nie, dah berapa banyak hari I cuba untuk breastfeed dia, tapi dia tak pandai lagi.. bila dia tak boleh breastfeed, dia terus nak mengamuk.. dah berhari2 I cuba ajar Qaira untuk breastfeed till skrg I rasa sedih + kecewa + rasa nak nangis sbb dia tak nak breastfeed.. mungkin sbb dia dah selesa dengan teats bottle kan...

Nasib baiklah I boleh produce banyak susu bila pam... so, skrg apa yg I buat, I pam susu and bagi dia thru bottle sbb dia mmg tak nak breastfeed.. macam mana ya? I teringin sgt nak breastfeed kan dia... I cuba bersabar banyak jugak dengan trained dia how to breastfeed.. cuma kadang2 I give up bila dia dah mengamuk menangis nak susu...

Mmm, anyone can advice me how to solve this? I rasa kecewa... perasaan I nie bertubi2 nak cuba jugak breastfeed dia... maybe because of my nipple dia jadi tak comfortable nak breastfeed.. so, mcm mana ya? Rasa nak nangissssss........ Uwaaaaa....

My Precious Momment Saturday, July 11, 2009

I think this is the best time nak citer my experience lahirkan Qaira.. As u know, 4th July aritu was our wedding anniversary.. To my husband, tak sangka dah setahun kita kawin.. we went to celebrate our anniversary that day kat Damansara.. one perfect fine dining hanya me and him.. hihihi.. oh, before that, sempat singgah Mid Valley to enjoy Mothercare's sale.. Masa jalan2 tue, husband pegang perut I, then dia ckp, kerasnyaaa... tak pernah perut awak keras mcm nie.. and I said, entah tak tahu...so, kitorang pun just enjoy the day...

Balik umah dah malam..so I decided to go to bed early sbb rasa penat sgt... esok nak pegi wedding my fren.. dlm 3 pagi cmtue, Anita (the mrs-bride) sms me... dia ckp dia dah delivered her baby and I was so happy.. thinking of after kenduri nak pegi melawat Knit la...

Dalam pukul 6 lebih mcm tue, I bangun.. pegi toilet dulu nak buang air... tapi bila dah habis, I tgk ada air yg tak henti mengalir.. I thought it was my urine.. tapi bila pegang takde bau.. so, I mcm cemas sket... and fikir, "Dah water broke ker..ish tak lah kot..."

So, I masuk bilik balik.. and kejutkan husband.. I cakap, mcm ada air yg mengalir kat bawah nie.. tapi tak banyak... then bila tgk balik, takde plak..so dia kata, takpela.. tidur balik.. jangan pikir bukan2... at the same time, I sempat ckp, Anita dah bersalin.. kul 3 pagi tadi dia sms... then dia ckp, "Ok, nanti kita gi melawat dia hari nie..awak janganglah terbawa2 dengan Anita dah bersalin awak rasa nak bersalin plak.." Eh, eh, suka hati husband ckp cmtue.. pastu I gelak jer..

So, I ingat nak sambung tido.. bila nak tido jer balik, I rasa air tue keluar lagi.. then I gi toilet and berdiri, tgk2 air tue still mengalir lagi.. then I inform my husband again.. kali nie, dia pegi kejut my MIL, and bila my MIL tgk, dah sahlah she said air ketuban dah pecah...

Ohhh.. on that time, I suspend dah ok.. rasa nak nangis pun ada.. I didn't expect this thing will come so early mcm nie.. sbb I baru masuk 37 weeks.. so, I just siap2 and zooooommmm, terus pegi hospital..

Sampai jer hospital terus pegi dewan bersalin... masa tue dlm pukul 7am..haaa..masa nie nervous tak ingat ok.. pastu dia suruh baring la.. and nak tgk dah dilate bape cm... oh time nie.. azabnya rasa... sakit n ngilu sume rasa... bila pikir balik tak sanggup lagi nak hadapi nie... bila Doc check, baru dilate 1 cm... so, kena tahan wad....

Dah kena tahan wad, mmm...kena tunggu la.. masa tunggu nie, bape kali ntah Dr check the dilation... aduh rasa nak nangis.. tapi I rasa tak sakit lagi... so, the dilation pun still 1 cm jugak.. till dah kul 10 mlm mcm tue, mula dah rasa mcm period pain tue.. then I inform the nurse.. Dr pun datang and check lagi... and the dilation is 2cm jer... then dlm kul 12 am, after almost 18 hours air dah pecah, I dibawa lagi ke dewan bersalin... dan masuk ke bilik bersalin yg menyeramkan tue.. I pun di pasang dgn CTG utk dgr heart beep baby.. masa nie tetiba I demam... jenuhla nurse2 sume letak air sejuk kat 1 badan tgh2 malam tue kan... dengan Dr sekejap2 asyik check dilation tapi bru buka 3cm jer...

So, dlm bilik bersalin tue, ada 4 Dr. tak salah including Dr.Marina.. kecoh2 tgh decide mcm mana.. either to have normal delivery or C-Sec jer.. time ni I berdebar sgt2.. takuttt... and at last, all the Dr. decide buat C-Sec jer memandangkan CTG punya result showed that baby's heart beep semakin lemah and worried about virus infection due to my demam la kan.. masa tue Dr. Marina ckp, kita terpaksa buat C-Sec sbb heart beep baby lemah.. I dah mula fikir bukan2.. then Dr.Marina said, operation nie maybe akan menyebabkan nyawa baby or ibu dlm bahaya.. but dia akan buat yg terbaik.. so, I said ok and they immediately inform my husband...

Once I dah sign approval utk operation tue, so dorang tak tungu lama terus bawa I ke Dewan Bedah.. masa ni, Allah jer yg tahu my feelings masa tue.. perjalanan nak pegi Dewan Bedah tue dengan my husband yg sedang bawa baju baby, betul2 menyentuh hati and perasaan... till dah masuk Dewan Bedah tue, bila pintu tertutup, last I tgk muka my husband and masa tue I hope sume akan ok and I will meet by baby soon... ;(

Masuk jer dewan bedah, Dr. paralyzed kan half body jer.. meaning that I still terjaga lagi la.. eee, masuk bilik bedah tue jer dah seram lagi bila tgk tools bedah2 tue.. Dr. said, I boleh rasa semua except pisau sume akan jadi tumpul.. tapi betullah, I boleh rasa semua, cuma bila dorang bedah nak kuarkan baby tue, hanya rasa ngilu n sakit sket jer... bila dah bedah tue, once dorang nak keluarkan baby, another Dr. tekan perut I (just bawah breast kita nie) utk keluarkan baby.. masa nie sakitnya yg teramat.. I ingat bila C-Sec takdela rasa sakitkan.. tapi, sakit jugak.. nangis beria la jugak.. 4 kali jugak la dia tekan perut utk keluarkan baby, and at last, I dengar suara baby nangis... masa nie, I menangis terharu ok.. tak dpt nak describe my feelings... I tak pernah rasa satu perasaan yg tak pernah I rasa sebelum ni.. tgh2 sakit tue, I panggil nurse, tanya, baby I ok ker.. dia kata ok.. nanti dia tunjuk sbb tgh bersihkan... so, mengalir la air mata ibu for the first time..

Tak lama pastu, nurse dtg and tunjuk my baby.. pastu dia ckp girl.. I cium my baby 2 kali.. I was so happy...pastu dia ckp, tadi baby sesak nafas sket..so, dorang bawak kat dewan bersalin balik untuk pantau sekejap..then, dlm 3.15, dah selesai semua, I di bawak ke ICU, untuk pantau selama 1 jam my condition... I keluar dr bilik bedah tue dlm 4.15am, and first thing I tgk my husband dah tercegat kat depan pintu...tgk muka dia mcm suspend jer kan.. bila i kuar baru dia nampak ok sket.. then dia kata, Ok ker? I pun anggukkan jer..

Terus I dibawak masuk wad balik la.. masa nie tak boleh bergerak lagi.. ubat bius masih ada lagi.. so, lepas tue I tido jer smpai la pagi... bila pagi tetiba I terbangun and terus tanya nurse, mana baby saya? Dia kata still dalam pantauan lagi... so, I ckp takpela.. nanti kalau dia dah balik sini, terus bawak kat I.. dia kata ok ..dun worry...

Dlm kul11 am, barulah dapat jumpa my baby pas dia dh kuar dr bilik bersalin tue.. and time tu, sume dah ok... my husband tak habis2 ckp, "Thanks Yang..lahirkan anak abang.." Ishh, terharu betullah...

Mmm, sekarang I dh jadi Mama.. sikit sebanyak banyak mengubah cara hidup I compared to last week.. Hihihi

Now, I feel complete... :)

Hi, We're Back! Thursday, July 9, 2009

Dear all,

Thanks for all ur wishes.. I have no time to update more about my experience...but will try to find another time bila my lil daughter nie tgh tido..hihihi

Such a wonderful moment to have her with us!

I've been discharged from the hospital yesterday.. and looking at my condition because of cesarean, sangat susah nak buat keja dlm 1 masa...

And now, I would like to introduce my daughter, QAIRA JASMINE BINTI MUHAMMAD SHAHRIL

Hello..I'm Qaira Jasmine

And this is my new crib!

Its a Baby Girl Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Hello N salam ,

I Aril , amie's Husband... sorry klu ayat tak semenarik as my wife buat :)

Just wanna inform everyone, Amie selamat melahirkan a healthy baby girl as we expected... 2.8kg @ Selayang Smart Hospital 6 July 2009 @ 2.38am. Its so great to see her for the first time which is antara hidup dan mati sebb amie terpaksa di operate last minute...... susah nak describe perasaan i waktu doc minta kebenaran untuk operate Amie coz its already 18 hours lepas pecah air, so baby punya heart beep dah weak....

So... i gave Dr. Mariana do what ever she can do as long my wife and baby selamat.
Baby keluar from operation room @ 2.50am dan mama dia @4.10am.....

We still waiting second blood test for baby untuk pastikan baby bebas kuman di mana 1st test is free from infection.

Here i nak ucapkan banyak2 terima kasih pada all blogger friends yg banyak berdoa for my wife, may god bless all of you. Amin

Any news will be update...

Bra - During and After pregnancy Thursday, July 2, 2009

Yuuhhuuu..

Received an e-mail again how to choose a good bras during and after pregnacy from one of my readers.. (readers katanya...hihihi)

Ok, ok, takpe... mari kita share..but this one bukan rated 18sx ok.. just an info utk kegunaan kita bsama..just based on my experience, masa mula2 dulu I pun tak tahu ada maternity bras and juga nursing bras.. mula2 I belasah jer la bras biasa yg selalu I pakai.. till sampai 1 tahap, I recognized that my bras wouldn't fit my breast anymore.. rasa ketat and tak selesa coz b4 this I used to wear underwired bras kan..so, bila pakai rasa mcm pedih and sakit sgt pada bahagian bawah breast tu..

So, I explore la and mmg dr dulu, for me, it's important to wear a correctly fitted bra.. sbb memandangkan that my size bukan ala2 cup A kan.. so, pentinglah bcoz this help us to retain and regain our figure kan.. karang nanti tak pasal2 org cakap;

"Ish, tgk dia tue, salah pakai size bra or cup and so on.."

Kan ker malu kan..so, moms to-be and moms out there, mesti alert that FASHION BRA do not provide adequate support in pregnancy. Underwired bras should not be worn when you are pregnant or nursing your baby! Ok?




Sebab sesetengah org, I tak paham.. patut dia pakai saiz besar, tapi still maintain saiz kecik and cup yang tak sepatutnya sbb tak boleh terima kenyataan yg saiz bra telah naik and cup bra juga perlu yg semakin besar..agaknya dorang malu kot.. but this one tak patut ok... Sbb kita mesti sayang badan kita and jaga supaya "aset" nie akan kekal cantik sampai bila2... cewahhh.. hihihi

Ok, first of all, mula2 kita kena get the right fit bra. During pregnancy, usually org akan increase by more than two bra sizes and may need to be measured up to 4 times...

Then, korang gi la kedai yg jual bra tue, mintak trained advisers measure and find the right bra at each stage..


How to measure your bra size

Measure directly under your bust. For inches, add 4 inches onto an even number and 5 inches onto an odd number to give ur bra size. For cm, round up or down to the nearest bra size.

How to measure your cup size

Measure around the fullest part of your bust. For cm, the difference between A and B dertermines your cup size.. for inches, the difference between the full bust measurement and the bra size indicates the cup size..

Yang penting, even apa pun your cup size, jangan malu ok.. D ker, DD ker or even E, F, G, wear a coorect and fit size.. sbb nie akan menentukan keanjalan "aset" anda di masa hadapan.. hihihi

p/s - I bila ukur balik and find out I kena beli 2 saiz extra dr apa yg I pakai b4 pregnant, rasa mcm nak pengsan ok.. tapi takpe... tak payah malu2.. pakai jer janji comfortable...kan?

So, hope this can help u.. Just an info ok.. sharing is caring kan?

Pics : Istock photo

Check Up yang mungkinkah kali terkahir sudah? Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Yer yer.. today check up.. and guess what? Betul ckp Anita, baby sudah engaged! Hihihi.. soookaa

But my husband reaction seems like 50-50... suka, takut, suka, takut...

Ala Yang..apa nak takut, kalau dah sakit nanti, beranak jer la..

Skrg, I rasa, perut asyik mengeras..kejap2 mengeras...dan keras lagi...

Malam, dia keras...keras n keras.. mmg tak boleh tido... Pastu sakit yang mcm period pain tue ada rasa sesekali.. tapi tak teruk sgt... so, I am ok..

Kiranya tanda2 masih belum adalah.. hanya biasa2 jer.. tapi I tahu, husband excited sgt.. hari2 tanya, bila baby nak kuar...eh eh...

Next week, rasa mcm tak nak pegi dah check up..boleh tak? Boleh kot kan..Malasla...

Minggu nie nak sambut anniversary... Mahu berdua2an bsama suami... Merasai detik2 muda2 dulu masa cinta2..ceh.. I love U, U love me.. boleh? Berdua2 sebelum bertiga..hihhi..

Citer 'gosip' I DELETE ok!

Pasal citer menantu n anak derhaka tue kan, I delete ok.. I rasa nanti org yg berkenaan terasa.. Apa yg I blog kan tue, hope jadi pengajaran pada kita ok..

Sebab kalau kita boleh buat org mcm tue, tak mustahil 1 hari nanti anak kita akan balas balik pada kita..

Just fikir2 kan ya!